“What you are here to heal is simply an appearance that miraculously dissolves in your supreme willingness to love it, as it has never been loved before.” Matt Kahn
Today I am grateful for acceptance and surrender. It seems my body needed to get a bit louder for me to hear its message to relax and stop “shoulding” all over myself. I felt guilty asking my husband to take my daughter to her class today even though I could barely see out of one eye to drive her. Granted, he is getting whatever I have been releasing but at least he can see. Sometimes we just have to have some compassion for ourselves and face what is going on in the moment. I have noticed several times today where I was being extremely hard on myself for not doing more. So, even though a part of me knows that this way of thinking makes things worse in the end and may even create more dis-ease or illness, I found myself in the deception and snare of these messages. However, this time I also know I have the key to open this trap. The key is self-love and compassion. I am choosing in each moment to love myself like a young child. (Yes, my mind is yelling that I don’t deserve it, and I choose to love my mind too because know that it is just trying to protect me from supposed harms). It is a minute-by-minute process but I understand that through self-love and compassion and understanding that I am worthy no matter what true healing can occur.
Much Love,
Peace Goddess
Photo by Milada Vigerova