Author: peaceadmin

FINDING MEANING IN THE MADNESS Sometimes I just feel like screaming, “Why!” In that moment I really want to know the reasons behind everything that has happened in my life. As if knowing why would release me from the pain. Well, in the moment, I feel like it would. I’m swinging constantly between allowing the […]

Tomorrow is my son Matt’s second birthday in Heaven. As I write this I feel a multitude of emotions. Strangely, I am not feeling overly sad. At this present time I am just integrating all of my experiences over the last few weeks and even overn the last 4 or 5 years. What I want […]

I think one of the biggest insights I’ve had in the past year and a half is the knowing that, no matter what is happening or what I am feeling, all I need to do in the moment is love that. I’ve had a good week, actually a great week, visiting my favorite ocean destination […]

  I have been surviving. I’ve been moving through each moment, each hour, and each day. I’ve been carefully hiding my feelings and only allowing them to come out in private, all the while thinking that no one knows how I truly feel, who I truly am. The pain of losing my son often feels […]

How to Go On?   This day. Fire. Blessed fire, Consume me. Make me my own fire of transformation. Clean me of illusion. Flow through my veins And rise into my desires and creativity. Rebirth me through your pain. And so I am reborn.   Much Love, Karin-Peace Goddess   Photo by Patrick Hendry on Unsplash

  When I ask my spirit what it needs lately it’s always, “rest,” and also, “creativity.” For someone who is a recovering codependent who lived through my son’s extreme mental “illness” and transition to Heaven, it feels like I need years of rest and love. And then there is the part of me that longs […]

Today let’s create. Let’s create with love and with Source.  To me, this day feels like a chance, a chance for a new beginning.  Here is my intention that I am choosing in my life now: I am aware of my desires and use my voice and connection to the Divine to co-create them. I […]

I have been surviving. I’ve been moving through each moment, each hour, and each day. I’ve been carefully hiding my feelings and only allowing them to come out in private, all the while thinking that no one knows how I truly feel, who I truly am. The pain of losing my son often feels unbearable. […]

It seems my re-energized focus on loving myself has been bringing up many many things to be healed. Sometimes I feel as if I am on a very large ride at an amusement park, I’ve agreed to get on and rode in the car, up and up to an apex only to find myself flying […]

Recently I have been doing a lot of research. Now, if you knew me, you would probably think, sarcastically, “what else is new?” I am a constant learner and am always exploring more about Soul growth, healing, and expansion. The topic that I’ve been researching may not even surprise you if you know my story […]