Today, I feel spent. I have to surrender. I surrender to the hope that there is a higher purpose. I surrender to the hope that my son lives on in another form. I surrender to the hope that my daughters will thrive in their own way in life. I have to surrender because […]
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Knowing
Something I have been practicing and pondering is being in the state of knowing. Beyond trust. A feeling that I already know that all is well and that everything is happening in Divine order. What get’s in the way of my knowing this is the deep need for it. Since losing my son, […]
The Child Within
Who are we really? If you can, imagine yourself as a baby, a sweet innocent being, a spark of God. We are all that. Now, think about your self-criticism and judgement being placed on that small human. What does that feel like? Essentially that is what we do to ourselves and other’s everyday. We […]
What is My Purpose?
What is purpose anyway? Is it your career, your volunteer work, your hobbies? Is it making loads of money or accumulating things? What if your purpose could be simplified? What if your purpose in this life is simply to love yourself and focus on being and doing what feels joyful to you? I must admit, […]
What if Things Aren’t Going My Way?
Hey Wonderful Souls! What if life is just not going your way? What if life is challenging and feels like a struggle? Does that mean that you are doing something “wrong”? Are you missing something? Do you need to change your path? What if nothing needs to change and everything that has happened, is happening, and […]
Thank You to Louise Hay
I just thought I would write a little blog post about wonderful Louise Hay. She transitioned into non-physical today. She leaves a legacy of love. Love, not only for others but for the self. When I think of her I pray to be of service in some way to spread that message to this world. […]
LOVING MYSELF THROUGH GRIEF
I am trying to think of a theme for my blog right now. The only thing I can come up with is expanding through grief. I’m not sure I am in a place to say I am expanding. Some moments I feel more free and open to all that is and could be than ever […]
Happy First Birthday in Heaven!
Today is your first birthday in Heaven my son. You would be 27. I love you with all my heart. Until we meet again, you never really left. We “talk” all the time. But, if I could just hold you again my sweet boy. Love, Mom Happy Birthday in Heaven My Child ~Author:Unknown~ Please help […]
Triggered:
I feel triggered today. Triggered by the people around me and triggered by my own thoughts. I am angry. I am so not used to allowing anger and right now it feels like it could take over. I feel like no one understands me. In fact, I guess that is true because no one has […]
Healing Grief:
How? How can I possibly go on? I never can be who I was before you left. Did you leave? I find myself vacillating between knowing you are here and knowing you know longer exist. At least, you no longer exist as you were. What do I do with this? I choose to grow but […]